I would like to get fall in love and start a family. My family is so important to me and my mom is my best friend. I want to have a child so that I can show that child the love and affection that I received growing up. And I want a husband to share this love with.
I want to travel. I have never really made an effort to save up for a big trip or go on an exotic vacation. I would love to go to Bali or Belize. I would love to spend more time in northern Ontario as well. Muskoka and cottage country are so beautiful.
I want to have a circle of friends that love and support me. I do not have a lot of girlfriends and I am starting to recognize how important girlfriends are. I want to have girls nights and dinner parties. I want to be the hostess with the mostess.
I also hope I can keep blogging and grow my readership. I want to reach people who feel the same way I do, who have the same struggles I do. I really want to make someone feel like they are not the only one struggling with themselves.
I just started getting into photography in the past couple of years and I love it. I have a creative side but I just do not have the talent to paint or draw. Photography on the other hand offers me the ability to be creative and expressive in my own way. I am hoping to invest in a DSLR so I can start taking my hobby more seriously.
Needless to say, fitness will continue to be a big part of my life. I want to stay healthy and strong but I want to do it for my own reasons, the right reasons. For years I was trying to be a runner because I thought someone else needed me to be one. But, that didn't really work out. I need to accept me (and my body) the way it is and love it no matter what. If I make fitness a part of my life to keep me balanced and centered I can't go wrong.
These are my goals. Some of them might be a little lofty but the great thing is that they are mine. As I start my life over, MY WAY, I am learning to do what I want because it's what is best for me. No longer will I be trying to achieve other people's goals. Never again will I define my worth by someone elses opinion of me.
So, come by and visit me in 5 years and we'll see how I made out on my VISION.